Since disconnecting from the pack of comfort and safety I was struggling to survive by myself. I looked back sometimes, dreaming of the warmth and calm of the group.. nostalgic. There is only one direction leading to freedom, and this is my journey. Grateful for every other freedom seeking dog howling into the night and leaving a trace at crucial intersections. Howling into the night like a lone wolf - it might resonate with someone else struggling at the same point as me before. I can remember how much I appreciate finding truly meant and therefore so rare signs of love and freedom, peeking every now and then between all those hyper-illuminated distractions sucking you deeply into your own prison of suffering. My mind starts wandering while my body stays in the same position. Disorientation arises. Feeling lost between all those illuminated positions at the same time while the actual location is completely blurred out. Feeling lost. And there it is, a little howl in the dark. I didn’t feel lost anymore. Following this trustful howl, it brought me to new places. Less illumination. Less distractions. The usual noise fades out slowly the deeper we get. A whole new world opens up to us. We went underground.
In this section of Tail Wags & Paw Prints I am mapping out the journey behind me. If you are interested in challenging your mind in a way to gain increasing control over your subconsciousness with a higher goal of peace and freedom, Tail Wags & Paw Prints can support in serving as a sparing partner of perspectives, lighting up dark spots, revealing “secrets” hidden by false “hidden secret revealings”, pointing out what it takes to move to help you prepare facing what’s down there but also not skipping on the beauty of life, what makes our tails wagging - what feels like a celebration of existence and once again, truly lived instead of falsely sold as…
In the service of peace and freedom - I, Stevo, can’t hold it all together anymore. I also don’t want to hold it together anymore. I am letting it go. I am releasing it. I am sharing it. I stop possessing my life experience. I stop possessing my thoughts. I start being. And without channeling trains of realisations in a way that makes sense to me, I stop being. This section is a foundation of constant deconstruction of ego-building potential. Identification with thoughts and wisdom. I’ve carried this identity long enough; it’s time to hang up the coat.
I am deeply committed to break down all my relevant steps, not aiming to create an image of myself - rather a map of my journey. From there it’s on you whether you want to have a look at it, you want to study it, you want to improve it, you pick what’s useful to you or you go into exchange about it. Feel welcome whatever feels natural to you.
Tail Wags & Paw Prints - a brutally honest mapping of human life, from a dawg’s perspective.